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Trailer core: songs that, if well placed in the movie trailer, would make me need to see a movie really bad 1. Trouble - cage the elephant This song actually was in a movie trailer and i need to watch it but i dont remember what it was called 2. Real love song - nothing but thieves 3. Bad things - cults 4. Eleanor rigby - the beatles 5. Young blood - the naked and the famous This would have to be that kinda movie thats like boring but makes you wanna kill yourself 6. About you - the 1975 This would have to be a cheesy romance no doubt, like specifically something like love hard , or that other one, whatever its called. 7. Broken - lund If i saw a trailer with this song in the background, i would absolutely need to watch that movie, no context needed, but it would definetely help if there was a guy in a gray suit walking away as he casually tosses a grenade behind his back and it explodes at a really perfect time. 8. Can you feel my heart - bring me the horizon I feel like this would j...

 This is just a content warning, i talk about a lot of stuff, and while this is all so far im certain it might get worse in the future, but for now here are some things im warning viewers about: Swearing (like a lot of it.) Suicide Mental health Science and religion Violence maybe Maaaaybe a lil sexual content, probably not that much, most people gross me out. Just a lot of negativity in general (some positive stuff though too) Please please please remind me if anyone finds anything i didnt mention in this

 One of my favorite things thats ever happened to me was this one time i posted something along the lines of "its men who are honest with themselves that define masculinity" and someone copy and pasted the google definition of the word "masculine" in the comments and said "google disagreed." And everyone else in the comments replied to their comment "idiot" and "dumbass" :)

 This theme, meradith occoner vibes , specifically inspired by the song " just the thing " was requested by https://www.tumblr.com/ kayligraphy So thank you very much kayligraphy, i appreciate your viewership and your contribution to my blog, and i hope this was a satisfying interpretation of your request. - Dreams tonite - alvvays - The fall - half•alive - Still into you - paramore - Stardust - new politics - dont delete the kisses - wolf alice - Songbirds - ben thornewill - Did i make you up - half•alive - Art of war - we the kings - If we have each other - alec benjamin - Breathe me - sia

pov you kinda hate yourself 👍😄👍: - stumbling - sarcastic sounds Under fucking rated!!! - dont you dare forget the sun This one is less "i hate myself" and more "dont hate yourself" - i would hate me too - tx2 - hurt - nine inch nails - sugarcrash - elyotto - just kidding - waterparks - break me - girlfriends - scumbag - goodygrace , blink 1-82 Next weeks slot is taken but let me know if you have any requests for themes or songs in future posts! Dont give your needy cat who loves you and only you attention right before bed if you dont want him in your room but also dont want him whining at your door. Very very much based on a real thing im experiencing right this second as im writing this. I feel bad. - billie

 Guys, i think i lost my one fan 😕 Ig i dont really know who im talking to then, but still.

 My sister said that she thinks its dumb people are mad at people for celebrating charlie kirks death because "objectively, removing a negative thing from the world makes it a better place" But for one thing, as far as we know, right and wrong cant be objective. Also, objectively we cant calculate whether more negativity was removed by charlie kirk dying than was added by the act and promotion of gun violance. So the world could be worse off anyway, and therefore that was just an invalid argument in my opinion. But i personally did not fucking like charlie kirk. I just think it was not "objectively" right to kill him. Not that its objectively wrong either. Just that we cant measure its impact as well as some of us might like to believe. Though i suppose that applies to almost every action. But i appreciate that were talking about it. These conversations are important to have. Dont be an asshole in public if you dont wanna risk extra exposure to more people who will...

 So... i think a lot of us share the goal to put good out into the world. Sometimes for religious reasons. Sometimes for moral reasons. Sometimes because we want that good to come back to us. But we want to make a positive impact nonetheless. Only, it seems a lot of people, me included, only do the right thing when its super convenient. We dont usually go out of our way to make things better. Me, personally, i just dont know how i can do good. I mean i try to be nice to people, but i dont try to talk to poeple... I try to eat ethically, but i slip a lot... like i havent reeeaaally eaten meat in years, but like a few months ago i ate a mcdonalds french fry, knowing damn well they have animal fat in them... I bit into a meat burrito on accident because i got a beam burrito and my brother got a meat one from taco bell , and they werent labelled, so i guessed, and i feel bad about that, especially because when i did realize it was meat i just spit it out instead of eating it. Buuut, lu...

 My own personal guilty pleasures: songs im oddly ashamed of loving: - dancing - aaron smith , luvli , krono - stitches - shawn mendez - dont - ed sheerin - anything my older sibling likes, especially if they liked it first - extacy of gold - ennio moricone , gustavo santaolalla This song just feels so climactic - a bunch of phonk music - like a drug - brkn love - beetlejuice chill - life after youth Ok but this song is actually so good, but why is it called that? - alone - nico collins - not ok - robert grace I associate this song with this one cringy ass character from this show i dont even remember the name of, the acting was soo bad, but i fucking love this song. - where do i sign - weathers This song makes me feel cooler than it should 😐 - cool kids - echosmith This is just nostolgic, shut up, its tied to this very specific memory i have of these guys me and my siblings that dont seem to exist anymore. For those of you who also have songs theyre ashamed of listening to...

 I had a dream where me and my family went on vacation and brought my sisters cat with us, who died on the vacation. Because of this we decided to go home early and bury him, but me and my sister started arguing in the car so my sister threw his corpse at me.

 Songs i wanna dance with my s/o in an empty ballroom wearing a poofy blue dress: this is for those of you who like classical/classical adjacent songs: - Serenade for strings in e major - antonín dvořák - River flows into you - yiruma - Tchaicovski - swan lake - ballerina - yehezkel raz On youtube theres a picture of a ballerina as the thumbnail of this song, and i wanted to draw it, so i listened to this song like 17 times in a row because i just wanted the ballerina to stay big and i didnt want the restart button thing covering it - experience - ludovico einaudi - beethovens 5th symphony - uh... beethoven - this is what autumn feels like - jvke This is the more "adjacent" stuff i was talking about...  I know i dont need a backstory for everything, but this made me really happy and i need to share it... one time my best friend said this song "like just is" me, she said it felt "very auburn" and said it "just is you" and to this day, that ...