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Dream #11

 Hoooollly fucking hell i had an insane dream last night... Warning: some very grotesque and disturbing details. Basically my cousins dog did something bad, but like really not that bad, and was put to public execution, and i tried so hard to stop it but my efforts were futile. So me, my cousin, my best friend, and my sister all went to this execution that was held in this enormous, totally packed auditorium, where the dog was just supposed to be injected with something. I cried the whole time, my cousin had just given up by then, my sister and friend seemed to be cheering? And the crowd was cheering, cause fuck that dog i guess. Well anyway, i looked away and screamed while he was being injected, and then my cousin grabbed my shoulder and he was like "hey, hes ok!" And i turned around and the dog was still alive, but then before i knew it was happening they put a sheet up so we couldnt see the dog, but we could see the executioner who now had a mallet.... And i wanted to loo...
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Musicish monday #18: 10 reasons i need to learn bass part 2: 10 reasons i need to learn electric guitar

 10 reasons i need to learn bass part 2: 10 reasons i need to learn electric guitar 1. Neon roses - the technicolors 2. Mother - the amazons 3. Jaded - betcha 4. Come on feel the noise - quiet riot Sorry, i know this is like, classic rock, and very well known by now, so are a lot of the songs i post, i usually try to go for newer or less popular ones, bonus points if theyre fucking incredible, old, and very niche, but for obvious reasons, i wont be able to pick out that many songs like that that match the theme were going for 5. 18 and life - skid row Again, classic, ik, im sorry. 6. Dirty imbecile - the happy fitsI might also need to pit this on the third part of the "10 reasons i need to learn bass" series "10 reasons i need to learn cello" Guys, why did we decide instruments had to be spelled like that, like... bass? Cello? Shouldnt it be base, and chellow? Like wth, why is english so gosh damn inconsistent! 7. Im so bored - sarah and the sundays Guys... the vib...
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musicish monday #17: 10 reasons i need to learn bass

 musicish monday #17: 10 reasons i need to learn bass 1. Hysteria - muse 2. Unbelievable - emf 3. Supermasive black hole - muse Because muse is fucking amazing, suck my dick. 4. High enough - kflay 5. Scrawny - wallows 6. Oblivion - Royal blood 7. Jealous sea - meg myers 8. Burn the witch - queens of the stone age 9. Blackout days - phantogram 10. Garbage truck - sex bob-ombs This one i think is originally from scott pilgrim vs. The world whileas i believe black sheep by metric was made before being covered in the movie by bree larson , but correct me if im wrong, personally i prefer the metric version. I fucking love that movie!!! The fucking vibes bro... just.... like that one swing set when its snowing at night, like ahhh!!! You guys do not understand. Or maybe you do, idfk, i cant read your minds. Also! HAPPY 17TH!!!!! Weve been through seventeen mondays including a few honorary mondays (tuesdays) of musicishness, which is definetely something to celebrate in my boo...
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Dream #10

Last night i had a dream where i murdered two people in the middle of the night, in a construction site next to a highway, and then walked down the highway in all black clothing with my hood on so no one could identify me but unfortanetly the cops were called pretty immediately, so i ran and then jumped into a bunch of bushes amd shrubs so they couldnt find me, and like, they didnt, right, they saw the pile of bushes and they were like "someone could be hiding in there, lets all jump in and look at the same time" so while they jumped in looking for me, i got out, and started running, but this other person who was also a killer started following me so then i started trying to run from them too, and i was like, jumping off of overpasses and shit to get away, and eventually i lost them, until i jumped into this one big bowl, and i decided "yknow what, no one will find us here, so i might as well let them hide with me" so i waited for them to find me, and then we slep i...
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 So, apparently im not interesting enough to post once a week, so ive been a bit absent recently due to lack of content and ideas... Honestly the best thing i can usually do is just start writing something and eventually, as i write down my stream of conciousnous i start to fixate on something and then rant about that. I think it helps as someone with depression to clean when i feel good because it helps me feel good for longer so im more likely to do other things i need to do. But thats not to say were only valuable if were producing something, i just mean that there are things we neglect that we might even like doing that we probably should be doing, that we could do if we felt good enough to do it, but since we often dont, it often does not get done. While i personally dont think any of us really matter as much as we think we do, i also think that its possible were basically part of an organism thats basically busy taking care of another part of its body or, like me, too tire...
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musicish monday #16: once again i forgot this was a thing i do, so im posting a quite litteral last minute post which is once again the first ten songs i could think of or part 2, if you will

  Sober - childish gambino Stairway to heaven - led zeplin Remember when - wallows I wasnt made to fall in love - koko love or smth? I think the album cover is red, im sorry i cant remember dead - peaks! Mostly dead - joseph dubai Help im alive - metric Carsick - weathers Falling - trever daniels (or something?) Ferrari - phone boy Next weeks theme unless someone suggests something else, probably: "10(maybe) reasons i wanna learn base" Remember guys, theres no such thing as overrincig when youre washing something plastic
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Musicish monday #15: the first 10 songs i can remember the names of

 The first ten songs i can think of the names of , because obviously, they get stuck in my head the most, so theyre replayable 1. Oh yeah! - green day 2. Still into you - paramore 3. All i wanted - paramore 4. Night drive (acoustic) - the all-american rejects "Night by night all you ever did dadadaaa get away from it all" You wrecked my life now im gonna have to drive all night" (the one dance the girl in the lima bean man video jack stauber made did) 5. Hello sea - the hellfreaks Ive never heard anyone mention this song and dont think i know anyone whos heard it, but its constantly stuck in my head, i took it off my playlist for like 2 years and still constantly thought about it 6. Last night - good charlotte Honestly, victims of love and the river are better, but this is technically the first one i thought of, and it gets stuck in my head constantly, so 7. Pretty venom - all time low 8. Death of an executioner - pierce the veil Because this band is heavily und...
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Musicish monday #14: random section from my playlist

 musicish monday #14: random section of my playlist i just scrolled to a random section of my playlist (with all the songs i like, even just a little bit, and posted the songs that were in the screen) Ok - wallows Uncomfortable - wallows Tears over beers - modern baseball Tongues - the frights Lose it - swmrs Smokey eyes - lincoln You and i - anarbor Saint bernard - lincoln Mind over matter - young the giant American blood - dead poets society
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 im remembering this one time in highschool i went to my teacher to ask how to get a work permit, and i skipped school a lot because mad social anxiety and what not, and he asked me "how do you intend to keep a job if you cant even show up to school?" And that just pissed me off because like... Mf. Im getting paid to go to work of my own accord. Im forced to go to school for zero compensation. One is basically a hostage situation. And one is choosing to do something that actively benifits me. You cant compare the two. And i know that school is supposed to provide you education but The school i went to did not do anything of the sort. That education is useless. That education is meant to be useful in my unpromised future. Whileas work provides me money i can use now, as well as functional life experience i can use in the future. So... ofc i didnt say any of that to my teacher. But god i wish i did. It wouldve been fun to school my teacher. 😐
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