Dream #11

 Hoooollly fucking hell i had an insane dream last night...

Warning: some very grotesque and disturbing details.

Basically my cousins dog did something bad, but like really not that bad, and was put to public execution, and i tried so hard to stop it but my efforts were futile.

So me, my cousin, my best friend, and my sister all went to this execution that was held in this enormous, totally packed auditorium, where the dog was just supposed to be injected with something.

I cried the whole time, my cousin had just given up by then, my sister and friend seemed to be cheering? And the crowd was cheering, cause fuck that dog i guess.

Well anyway, i looked away and screamed while he was being injected, and then my cousin grabbed my shoulder and he was like "hey, hes ok!" And i turned around and the dog was still alive, but then before i knew it was happening they put a sheet up so we couldnt see the dog, but we could see the executioner who now had a mallet....

And i wanted to look away but i didnt in time, and i heard the noise the dog made and everything, and it was just... horrible. I dont know where the fuck these dreams come from.

So ofc i was screaming, and crying and stuff, but it was over and time to leave, so my cousin, who shouldve been more fucked up than me, but i think he just doesnt care much about animals in real life either, was kinda guiding me out but i had to go to the bathroom so i did, and then he, my sister and my friend all left me.

I left the auditorium and i couldnt find them, i was supposed to walk home with my friend, so i texted her and i was like "where are you????" And she was like "im in a tree"

Which of course, because there were dozens of trees outside, was not helpful.

So i was like "ok where???" And i ended up finding her and going off on her for just leaving me, and she was like "you shouldve kept up."

And i dont remember how that conversation ended because no fucking way i would leave it there, but anyway, we ended up walking home, and accidentally stepping foot in the parking lot of a gas station while looking suspicious.

So this cop came up to us and he was like "empty your pockets, put your hand behind your backs, bla bla bla" whatever, and he tried to grab my hands and put them behind me and i was like "dont fucking touch me." But he kept doing it anyway, to both me and my friend.

His reasoning was "this gas station is private property, you have no right to be here" and i was like "none of what youre doing is legal" and he was like "shut up" basically, so then me and my friend just flipped him over and ran and he was like "get off of me" and we were like "bitch you were the one..." but we were running, so he didnt hear us, and anyway, we spend the rest of that day trying not to be caught by that guy, and we did that by going into some strangers house and hanging out with her kid, which does seem like it could be very illegal, but she seemed fine with it.

and anyway, when we left bc we figured we were clear bc why the fuck would that cop look there, we were in the back yard climbing back over the fence and we saw the cop in a truck parked in the yard just staring at us.

And i know i went up to the cop, and he was like "youre not who im looking for" or something, so me and my friend just dipped before he realized we were in fact who we were looking for.

And i dont remember if there was anymore to that dream, but i had another crazy ass dream after that, but that would be too long for this post and would technically have to go into a different one since its a seperate dream anyway.

However i will not be posting that dream right now because it was so fucking weird and i dont feel like figuring out how to describe that shit.

Bye guys. I would really reccomend closing your ears too if you ever have to witness a living creature getting hit with a mallet.

-billie

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