Dream #2

 I had another dream where i went to hell.

I know i never talked about the other ones, but they werent important.

This time it was night and i was on a school bus with people who were just as bad as i was, it was cold, and we all knew why everyone else was there which was embaressing.

Its not even like any of us really did anything that bad, it was mostly just that we all felt guilty for things, so kind of like in the show lucifer but different.

I guess one of my biggest things was that i supported an artist who did a lot of fucked up things, and i sucked dick once, which didnt actually happen irl, just in the dream.

This other dude felt guilty for like, being the reason his parents got divorced as a kid, this one bitch dated her sisters crush.

So some of us did shit, but its just that we all felt the same amount of guilt or something.

Anyway we kept making stops, and people got off but yours never actually came up, until eventually we got to an enormeous building, and we had to all walk up the stairs to the top floor in a single file line, and we couldnt change our place in line.

After we got to the top we all had to go back down, and this really bad song was playing on loop in the background the entire time, but unfortunately its not a real song.

 Anyway then we just got back on the bus and did it all over again.

That does sound... pretty shitty. Not hellish, but fucking awful.

It seems im not very mature... thats interesting.

Anyway, probably dont eat squirrels you found in the woods that died for no apparent reason, unless youre cool with the consequences.

But like dont let me tell you what to do.

- billie 😴😪💤

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