why am i doing this?

So, someone on reddit, god bless them, gave me actual feedback about my blogs, that actually helps me, and im really grateful for that.
They kinda asked me a question that i dont know the answer to and that is "why am i doing this?"

To answer that question, this started out as me trying to find a way to make easy pocket change, but i didnt end up following through on monetizing it.
Like if that was even an option anyway.

I still had fun though, so i kept doing it.

Three examples that person gave was "improving my writing", "a journaling excersize", or "making comedic rants".
All of those and the possibility of gaining a like minded audience who can relate to, and maybe gain something from, the things i say, i think.
And just something to do.

I realize i dont make the things i write all that readable, i tend to write them the way i think them, so it comes out a bit messy, but ill work on it.
However i wont edit the things ive already written. I like the idea of being able to see gradual progression.

Currently my favorite post that ive made is probably little wins... 
I think thats the one where i talk about the apocolypse for a brief moment like thats the topic of the post and then start going on about how life isnt all bad even though i felt like shit despite the little things.
I think that one was just the funnest, even if not necessarily something that was relavent or made a lot of sense.

I try to add questions in there just cause i like to know "your guys" thoughts and stuff, but i guess i expected that since this is the internet, if you had opinions youd share them, so i kinda half assed them.

Im for sure gonna post about music more because probably barely any of you have actual taste.
Ofc im joking, to each their own, but not about the posting about music more.
I mean my music taste is mostly shit, but ill try to only mention the genuinely good ones, or the things i think deserve more appreciation.

But yeah, currently thats my plan kinda.
At least i feel like i mentioned actions i intent to take in the future?

But yeah, let me know if anyone has any other suggestions or anything.

Last thing and ill shut up:
I dont believe ive said what gender i am, and i just gotta know, is it kinda obvious anyway? Or do i even just give a certain vibe?
Im just wondering, i dont really care, thats not what matters about me.

Lates 😎
- Billie

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