Dream #4

 I had a dream where i caught my mom in my room both going through my stuff and cleaning it...

I started yelling at her for invading my privacy, and touching my things, because she was doing my laundry even though i hate it when other people do my laundry and i always just end up rewashing them anyway, and she was just like "welp, you werent keeping it clean" which she shouldnt have even known.

I started screaming because now shes dismissing my feelings, and acting like its my fault, and i was literally about to clean it and she was like "yeah right"

And she looked at me like "you need to calm down" and i kept trying to explain to her why that wasnt ok, and she was like "its my house" and i was like "its my room, its my space, its supposed to be mine, youre ruining my one safe space, and taking it over, and invading my privacy, and dissmissing my feelings, and not listening to me, and just generally doing all these things she knows i hate and fuck with people in general"

And she went upstairs and she was making corn on the cob for dinner with my siblings and i kept trying to get a word in but they were talking, and my mom kept giving me that look, and i didnt want to start an argument with other people in the room, but i was pissed.

And thats about all i remember.

Nothing got resolved.

It sucked.

Its a very relatable dream.

Anyway, id advise against being a dick to everyone all the time, even if youre cool with the consequences because they might not be, and thats just fucked up.

- billie 😪😴🫩💤

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